~LuvOfMyLife~

After few months this wud be my first entry.. I dun know what else to do now. So much of things happened in my life for the past few months. Btw, the good news is i'm no longer a student anymore. Still in Fridays but as a bartender now. Maybe who know i have my future there exactly like my idol my manager Miss Mei.. Hope so la. Just wanna prove my mum that fnb is my line and my passion. :) Today i'm feeling kinda down cuz my soul mate Mango is in deep shit.. All that i want is to be beside her and lend my shoulder to her to cry on... I'm sorry baby.. We're too far. I'm gonna wait fer u to come back. Ur my bestie.. Everything happens, happens for a reason.. Your future yet to come. You'll find someone better then him. Like me basically. Haha. I like her.. But its all over... Too early to end actually.. Known her less then 3 months and she makes me like her less than a month or so.. Haha. Shes taken thou.. Her smile can drive me crazy... Lol! I'm sorry that i fell for you.. I cant help the feelings when i see u.. I'll always will be there if u need me "S".. Regarding everything. Doesn't matter to me as long as we talk to each other. I'll get used to it and get over it soon. Life routine now is wake up get ready for work and work my ass off and drink and smoke and go back home sleep and the same shit repeats everyday.. Arggghhh. I hope she's always gonna be around..Work there a lil longer so that i can see her... I'm acting all weird..... God! I luv you "S"! Forgive me for that.. I'm just gonna go play some online games and go to sleep. Tired of this lifeline.