I cant stop loving you....

I just cant seems to study at all even thou tomorrows my finals. 

Been trying really hard, but there's only you on my mind.

People might think i'm so happy go lucky and crazy,

but who knows aite what im going thru.

Yeah, i'm really good in hiding the truth and my feelings.

Haha. At times im like "I'm really fine!" which i told myself thousand times a day

and at time "Life is just so fucked up damn it!"

Well, difficult times.. each and every person have their

own problems, so why do i hefta burden them with mine rite?

I used to tell my best friend everything, but she have a life man!

Decided not to spill it to anybody..

and the best way is by this piece of shit.

I can crap anything i want and it just reflect exactly the same. 

Hehe. Since the day she left me, my world shattered to pieces..

I never intend to do those things to her. Like seriously never..

I'm too playful and yeah like she said its because of me why she's gone now.

Its been 87days.. Without her.. 

I don't know what to do, what to say and how to act anymore..

EVERYTHING that i do reminds me of her...

How does she aspect me to "move on"??

I cant gurl.. I told you earlier, once i love you i will never stop..

And i swear its forever, because i never met anyone like her..

No one luvs me like she did..

No one wants me like she wanted me..

No one cares for me like she cared for me..

No one willing to do anything for me like she did to me..

And the list could go on...

She's my first love..

Before i met her, i'd never fallen in love.

I stepped in it a few times.

But that was just affection.. 

End of the story, I could never forget her..

Can never stop loving her.. 

With love *baby dinosaur*